Slowly getting used to the new batch.... more unique blend of trainees. Generally speaking more diligent with training, but needs more guidance. I'm also quite happy with the progress of my last batch at SISPEC. I'm hoping they'll far surpass my level and become excellent commanders. I look forward to your Graduation parade in 5 months time, or for Zihao/Syakirin/assorted others in OCS, I look forward to witness your commissioning (while I'll be in a polo shirt that says "50th ASLC" in front, and "ORD LOH!!" at the back... LOL!)


Anger Post

Seriously... is this how much I am worth to you guys as a friend? Or am I never your friend, just an acquaintance to begin with? Why is it that I am always forgotten, not even at the back of your minds? Is my existance so minute, or rather, so unrecognised that people cant bother to catch up with me? Answering my attempts to catch up as if they're just following motion, and then probably secretly hoping that I won't bother them on the other side of the communication? Does it tickle you or entertain you to watch me suffer in silence or be the one that is put aside umpteen times? Or oh hey, I got a better one, do you guys actually remember who I am in the first place?

I don't really care if I look like an attention whore or something at the moment. I think anyone would blow up after being subjected to extended period of deliberate/unintentional ignorance/indifference (indifference is probably a better term) towards the subject.

ARE YOU GUYS FUCKING DONE WITH YOUR SICK TWISTED MANIFESTION OF A JOKE YET, HUH?!

How many of you think it's fun to get through life as a loner huh?

This also goes out to the millions of you hypocrites or whatever you guys would call them as well..... You think it's enjoyable to be subjected to being forgotten by friends whom you were supposed to be the bestest of? You may think "oh, but life goes on. Suck it up, this is life for you", but you ever thought about how much you meant to them, how much your little words of encouragement or little chatter could actually mean a shitload more than you thought to them? Go and look in the mirror and see how much of a friend or a trash you are.

I hope bringing this matter up would make me feel less bottled up. And it feels kinda relieving to start unleashing vulgar for the first time on blog ever since it's been up... Sucks to maintain civil patience or safe-for-children content...

Know what? Probably can also forget about having any people react to this, because apparently, the targeted audience just doesn't care enough to read in the first place.