Lets see what has happened in 09
-Started playing Helbreath again
-Graduated from SISPEC as a 3SG
-Posted to BMTC as Instructor
-Re-establish contact with a primary school friend
-Allowance increment for NCO/specialists
-Maxed Helbreath Character Level

However, 09 ended and 10 started very unpleasantly and has utterly destroyed my belief and crushed my motivation to do a lot of things...

Is suffering in silence my fate? Is it my choice to suffer in silence?

I'm really tired mentally.